Sunday, December 06, 2009;
EXAMS ARE OVER! =D
1:41 AM
YAY!!!
EXAMS ARE OVER! =DThanks to those who congratulated me on regaining my freedom! Like woah! I'm really surprised! I think I was annoying because I kept complaining they were celebrating their freedom while I was still having my exams. They could have just ignored me for all they care. I thought I was an emo-ing nuisance. Hahaha..
But yesterday, some of them actually came to find me online just to celebrate the end of exams with me! And I'm really surprised at the particular people who actually did that, those I didn't expect them to even think about me at all! I'm so happy!
Anyway, the programme cell met up to discuss about our plans for CSC Day at City Hall. It was really an enjoyable meeting with Zur, HTHT, Michelle & JH. I think our bonding wiil be great! Real business starts now! We have so much things to research on! But I'm not complaining about it, because it's going to get really fun soon! =D
Exams are officially over! And I fall sick too. Boo.. What a time to get sick! There's many things to do next week! I need to get well soon!
♥ omgosh kibosh
Friday, December 04, 2009;
12:52 PM
I'm so proud to have a stalker! wahaha...She's none other than....HTHT!She has been reading my blog occasionally since dunno when lor! I don't even know that until last night! Eeyer! She doesn't even remember where she blogs hop from! So dangerous right! Now I'm so scared! I don't even know who else read it! Haha...
But I do welcome HTHT! Coz I know I haven't badmouthed her before. And now I know she reads sometimes, so the more I won't badmouth about her. Wahaha! The fact shall remain as I INSIST she's a stalker of mine from now.
Boy, I do love this stalker though! wahaha...
Just in case, my stalker happens to read this as well.. She loves to nag... so I shall go mug now! =P
♥ omgosh kibosh
Thursday, December 03, 2009;
4:01 PM
Just a short post before mugging for my last paper on Sat.
Today's CS2105 exam was still considered okay to me.. Considering I randomly browsed through the last few chapters and didn't manage to understand some stuff well enough. I just hope I can get an average score. Oh well...
I seriously think some people are rather inconsiderate. I know your exams are over. But not everyone's exam has ended. And I don't see why I went to interrupt you people when I was not mugging. Yet some people just think their exams are over, and other people are supposed to entertain their needs.
And I don't mean people who are celebrating their end of exams. It's their rights to celebrate their freedom and not wait until all gloomy humans finish their exams to do so afterall. I'm not so petty.
It's those selfish and thoughtless assholes who start gloating over people who are finishing their papers later than them.
♥ omgosh kibosh
Saturday, November 28, 2009;
9:28 PM
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO BELOVED HTHT!I'm so glad to have known her in e6! At first, I thought she has her own clique of friends & does not appear to be easy to get close with. But I was so wrong.. She is so much amiable than I thought. After we have gotten to know each other better through the Charis+Auxo allies, we get to know each other better. Now that both of us are in THES, I'm sure our friendship will continue to rock on. Moreover, I'll be spending most of my Dec/Jan holidays with her together with the other 3 programmers for CSC Day!
There is something that I always wish I could tell her personally. But I'm really shy about saying all these in person to her. I know she might not get to read this, so I'll write my appreciation here. For some friendship, I feel that we can be really close when we hang out a lot together, but once we all get busy with our own things, that closeness disappears. I think I regarded her friendship with me like this initially as well. I never stop to think how close we will be, or even care if we will be that close again. I have to say, I didn't put much effort in holding on to this friendship. I really have to thank HTHT for maintaining this bond so strongly that I have enough time to realize & cherish it.
I remembered very clearly what HTHT told me once. "Hey! We must continue to stay in contact once school reopens okay!" Some people may think this is just a passing remark. To me, it sticks to me for the longest time. It is partly because she really tries her best in doing so, and not just saying for the sake of saying. Like I say, I didn't put in any efforts. I didn't bother to make it a point to stay in contact. But she did. She really does wonders to me, that I begin to appreciate friends who I didn't appreciate properly in the past.
I guess it's really how amazing that fate can bring us closer through all these events even though I never once stop to think about how our friendship can go beyond than what we have today. I really cherish her a lot, because she is really 1 of the rare ones who is always willing to be there for me no matter things get tough or we just get together to have fun. I hope we will continue to be as close as now 10, 20, 30 years down the road. This time round, I will put in my part as well. =D
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO DARREN!I really appreciate him for inviting us to his 21st birthday party today! We have only known each other for less than 1 semester, yet he recognizes us as his close friends. It's really great to have him as 1 of our welfare/publicity for THES, because he is more enthusastic than I think he would be. Actually I love our THES comm because everyone is so fun-loving!
So Margaret, HTHT, HTHT's friend & I met at Yio Chu Kang & cabbed down to Selatar Country Club for Darren's birthday celebration. The cab uncle is really amazing! Darren said some of his friends were lost because the cab drivers didn't know how to get in. The environment & atmosphere was really great there. We just slacked there most of the time, because it is rude to read our notes.. hahaha...
3 people in 2 days come & tell me that 七天追到你 is very nice!See! It shows I'm not biased towards Rynn's songs. =P It is really nice! I think his new songs are not very nice for the first time you hear them except 七天追到你. So a lot of people will not like them. But they are the 耐听 types. The more you listen, the more you will fall in love with them.
萧敬腾's 新不了情 is unbelievably LOVE!!!I already feel like it's holidays! I have so many plans ahead!
Alicia & I have a plan to go her house for housewarming sleepover to watch 蜡笔小新 & 小叮当, also to piece puzzle together! It sounds so fun! wahaha...
And then, there is Ivalyn Lye Jun Yi. She said we agreed to go zoo together during the holidays, even though I really forget we talked about that before. Oops! Hahaha... But we still can go ok! I haven't been to the Zoo a long time! Yay! Haha...
Of course, there will be at least 1 date reserved just for ZARA LB!
And CSC Day OC is going to have our 1st bonding outing after 1 of the meetings. THES is planning for comm outing & volunteer outing as well..
Omg... I don't even know if I can make it for GYSB event to see JJ!
I need ALOT of time to do all these!!
♥ omgosh kibosh
Friday, November 27, 2009;
高校铁金刚
5:29 PM
WAHAHA!I've been watching 高校铁金刚 again!This scene was super HILARIOUS! Rynn's face is really funny can! Keep me laughing like crazy! haha!!!






"是谁这样缺德把我的手放在你的肩膀上?"
I like his character in the show! Happy-go-lucky, love to act blur when he's damn smart! Forever scratching his head! wahaha...
I shall finished watching the episode & continue my mugging again! hahaha...
♥ omgosh kibosh
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12:11 AM
BOO!MY ZOO WORLD!
I'm so proud of it! This is the result of playing for 2 days only! Ling Jie don't hit me ar! I even got the owl! Wahaha... It's so addictive to be able to earn so much money like crazy!
My target is overtake that 轻轻's 初恋情人 to be no.2 in 3 days! WAHAHA!!!
♥ omgosh kibosh
Sunday, November 22, 2009;
1:27 AM
Have been mugging real hard these few days!Feeling so tired every now & then.But I must continue to work hard!All this hard work is going to pay off real soon! =DI wonder if I did grow up any bit from my thinking. Even though I'm still as childish as I can be.
There are many people who will share joy with me. I was happy about that. I used to be so proud of it, that I have many friends who love to have fun with me. Then I realized, this is not what I want at all.
Once the fun is over, I find myself lonely again. Real lonely.Then I realized there is this bunch of people. A group of people who I have forgotten when I was having fun with those fun people. The people who I have never noticed properly that they have always been there for me no matter what happen. I felt lonely because I have never felt their presence. All I have always been thinking is, how I could leave my lonely life again & look forward to having fun with the fun people.
Slowly, I come to realize, the people who are my friends are not just those who choose to share their joy with me only. There are people who are willing to
share both joy & go through hardship with me, all the time. It is just how I always failed to see them at all.
I do find myself happier after turning 21. Afterall, many things happened during my 21st, and I've seen the worst, and also the best I could have that day. That special day really made me realize many, many things, that I did not use to see. After that day, a lot of my perspectives changed.
I began to see the joy in going through hard times with people I love together. I wasn't going through them alone anymore. There are times when we complain at every little things together, there are times when we joke about every single thing that isn't funny at all together, there are times when we go "oops!" at our mistakes & poke fun at one another after that, and there are times when we just sit down & have fun together.
Many people have been asking me why I want to exhaust my whole December holidays just like that. I asked myself why as well. I mean, I can be having fun out there. I know JJ is coming back for that Zouk event. I know Rynn is coming back as well(previously). I even know that if I were to devote my whole holidays on that project, I will have to give up my chance of seeing them both. Moreover, I will have to rush & put in a lot of hard work & efforts so that the project will be successful in the end. So why do I still give up on my only chances of seeing them for the sake of the project?
Maybe a lot of people will not understand how I feel. That project is not a commitment. That project is not about hardship. It is all about the people I meet & these are the people who are willing to go through whatever hardship we will be facing real soon. No matter how tough things are going to be, we know we'll be fine. Because we are in for this together, so we will find our way out together. And I really look forward to seeing the outcome of the project. To see our efforts pay off, even for the shortest moment we can imagine, it is enough. Nothing more.
I don't understand why some people have to misunderstand the fact that I choose to give up seeing JJ or Rynn means I do not like them as much anymore. Not seeing them does not mean I support them any less than last time. Not saying out loud that I miss them does not mean I do not miss them at all. Everyone has their different ways of showing their support. And I just choose to do it in the silent way. I do miss them as much as most fans do, just that I don't think I need to say it out to prove that I miss them.
Thanks for that particular person who tells me, "You haven't seen JJ for a long time, you must have missed him. So just go for that event." Thanks! It really warms my heart to know there is someone who always knows me best.
♥ omgosh kibosh
Tuesday, November 17, 2009;
11:21 PM
I'm only a YEAR 3 student officially next semester!Why am I torturing myself with 2 level 3 modules, and 2 level 4 modules? That does not include MA1521! I think I must be crazy! Lousy at Maths, loading myself with 4 core modules..
Seriously, if I don't die the next semester, I think I will still die the semester after next. There will be no difference to die early or later. I must pray hard now that Nicholas's advice is right. After all, he graduated from CE, but I'm in IS major.
*Slap me*Anyway, we had our 1st OC meeting for CSC Day today.
Yup, I'm happy to be selected as the programme assistant! Nothing could be better than this! =D
So... we had a round of introduction to know everyone in the OC. And we got to learn more about our roles as well as the rough schedule for everything to be done.
I've guessed the workload to be heavy for programme cell after the interview. But it was unexpectedly rushed for everyone in the end. I think it was partly because of me as well. The second meeting is expected to be held soon after the programme cell came up with a draft with proposed ideas of themes and plans. So it was originally scheduled to have the last programmer to finish exams so that the programme cell has time to meet up and plan. And then, that person happens to be me. And my last exam ends on the last day of the whole exam period. How irritating to have a paper on the last day of exam!
We will have so much things to do! We will be spending so much time together in school during the holidays! But I'm sure it's going to be fun! It has to be!!!
♥ omgosh kibosh